• i didn't get my shoe, cause they didn't have my size. and i didn't like the black one.
• schools starting tomorrow, which means i've to wake up nice and early.
• and i have to wear my uniform. with the shoes.
• and what about my hair then? i can't tie it cause it's too weird. and and ...
• and my homework! it's piling up so high.

man, life can never be any better.

i'm not a perfect person...
but i wanna be one..
fa lala.

sod it.

man, i'm dang tired.

anyway i saw this pair of white shoes in century square. and i'll probably get them tomorrow! =)

meanwhile, i won't come online as often as i do now. cause school's starting. dang it.

have fun you guys! although it's just a day, but it's better then nothing. and think of youth day holiday next next week or so.

which also means mother tongue orals are coming soon. speak good chinese! =)

this holidays was pretty good, i had more activities then before. but i became complacent. and since when was i ever hardworking anyway? so nevermind.

anyway! that mexican guy sent the piano scores. how nice. =)

till next time, take care!

i need money.

omgah, i'm hounding this guy from mexico for piano scores. btw it's him who sent me 'marriage d'amour' and you know how i got to know him? through some comment he left, saying that he wanted the scores (marriage d'amour). so i presumed that he had them and emailed him. so he being very gracious, sent me the scores.

and now i'm asking him for the ones from kevin kern and another one by richard clayderman. =_='' man, i bet he's beating himself up for leaving that comment. oops.

anyway i should just give piano a rest since school's starting and i bet my maid is turning deaf. moreover, it's piano. i should look disinterested so that my mum won't force piano on me. it took me 1 and a half years to actually like piano again. hmm, the first time i liked piano was 11 years ago, or so back? i was walking past some shop and went like, ' waaa, thats so nice.' i meant the piano. and my mum was like, 'ok, you're learning it' and she hired a very nice teacher for me. just that i piss her off so often that she resort to tearing my book up, beating me, shouting. etc.

and i went through great lengths just to fire her. ooo. but she is nice la.

anyway, this sounds crazy. but i'm obsessed with yoga. it's like late last month it was guitar; earlier this month, it was piano, now it's yoga.

i like twisting! yea, i sound mad saying that but twisting makes me feel much more flexible. =)

cell outing tomorrow! i pray that it'll be a blast and that the weather will be nice and sunny. =)

school's starting. and like everyone else, i'm dreading it.

priorities pamela, priorities.

watch this, it's so cute!

this.

and this you hear what he has to say. =)

this.

pretty meaningful.

=)

"I did not have to read books to know that the theme of life is conflict and pain. Instinctively, all my clowning was based on this." Charles Chaplin

gah! mr tan's essay, not done yet. gahh.
anyway! i like this picture. =)

hey there mrs chan! =)

hi! this entry has all the photos (almost all, i left out the mahjong ones) and it may take a while to load. photos are not in order too! cause yea, i'm to lazy to arrange them oops.

went to mrs chan's house just now, and she still looks the same after 10 good years, more photos taken but they're in ili's cam now. =) enjoy my messed up photos. and some lame captions. =)

brownie and me.mrs chan's gift to us. =)


ili and i.
me and elizabeth.
mrs chan and i! <3s candice and i.
me!
rochelle's hamster, went over to her place on someday and her hamster 'hammie' is sooo adorable. and he/she doesn't bite!




night safari!
me and julie
bongo burger's meal. it's quite expensive but really it's worth your money. tasty, and filling! what more can you expect? and the sauce is out-of-this-world.
tattoo! =) when julie pris and tab stayed over, we did some tattoos.

me and julie =)

oops, mrs chan's gifts. =) - told you the photos are jumbled up. -

night safari's elephants. fake ones of course. =)

rascal! =)
i like this photo! :D:D:D

hammie!
pris's birthday. we can't bring in outside food, so we made do with their octo balls and a candle. =) aren't we innovative?
me and xianny.
tab and i.
my udon! :D not that good though.
rascal and brownie!
hahahah.

*sniffs sniffs.*
tita and i! =)

sunflower! i tell you how come it's on my table. well, some passer-by liked my mum's flowers that he/she decides to pluck one for herself/himself. and on the first try, it failed. so he/she decided to leave that poor flower hanging on it's stalk. broken. and pluck another flower! and wow, on the second attempt it worked. so my mum decided to make use of the poor hanging flower. ok i ought to learn how to phrase my words properly. :|
night safari! me julie pris.
us all!
tab and i. and the zebra. =)

julie and pris.

=)

okie dokies, sorry if the pictures are all jumbled up and all. oops.

and anyways! my math is crap, i can't do simple sums, and my english is going down the drain as well. i better buck up, pull up my socks and start studying.

gahhhh.

smile!

julie's back!! julie's back!!

=)

now there's xian, and pris to come back from somewhere or other.

oooooo...

you know i miss you guys?!

=))

now don't be all bashful and all. ~

seeing mrs chan tomorrow! yes, my primary school teacher. =)

checked up my cheek twitching thing online, and i realise it may be due to, lack of sleep or too much caffeine. which results to not sleeping. haha.

and that causes the spasms in my cheek.
even my sis saw it twitch just now! she was like, look! your cheek is twitching like up and down and up and down.

dad showed me the floorplan of my room-to-be, and i realised that i can't fit much into it cause i have plenty of windows. and when you have windows it's inconvenient to put stuffs near it. hmm..

and did i mention that youtube is deleting videos that violate the copyrights? so means i can't watch my devil beside you. but the good part about that is that i can focus on greys anatomy now. my studies now.

myohmy, i dream an awful lot. but dreams are good. =))
like how i dream of happy people.
or rather, people who make me happy.
haha! now now, don't ponder too much.

edit.
after reading this
i won't complain.

i'll be still. =)
you know, seriously, it's one of the rare few times in my life that i feel that God is real to me, and that i appreciate having him around.
and really, i'm thankful.
through difficult times do we really look around and appreciate people around us.

Procrastination is the thief of time.
&
God helps those who help themselves.

i like quotes all of the sudden. they make an awful lot of sense.

went over to roch's place yesterday and rewatched X-men. i just wanted to watch the part i've missed, but in the end we watched it all. anyway! roch pointed out a line that was mentioned in the show. and it's funny k. not funny-funny, but just funny in that sense. ok nevermind.

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.

ok my sense of humour is so weird. =)
i slept at 5, woke up for chem tuition, and surprisingly i was so awake! after tuition i went back to sleep again until now which is six something. watched an episode of greys though. so it's pretty obvious i didn't do anything constructive today huh. hmm.

oh such sweet berries. buffet tomorrow! whees.

the uses and problems of pain.

what a pain in the butt to write an essay on that (for tuition! so the others in class, don't fret and immediately write an essay on that). sighh. anyway, the holidays are going to end! gee, just a week more of sheer bliss. waking up at twelve, using the computer, snacking out like theres not tomorrow. watching greys anatomy (taking forever, cause i'm watching so many shows!), aqmfs, devil beside you. many many more.

but my homework? all left untouched. i wanted to do math all june, but obviously the computer got the better of me, and i used it like mad. ie. it's 2.35am now. and i just got online. sheesh.

my social studies, my english, my math, my sciences, my tuition homework! all piling up as high as a mountain. and it keeps increasing.

what have i done that is constructive this hols? well, i went to night safari, i watched fullhouse, i am watching lots of shows, i spend money unwisely, i had loads of fun and i learnt mahjong. =|

*faints* make me study!

i've got glitter all over.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA!!! <3's

*fireworks*

i don't do photoshop, and did that in a minute flat, so obviously everything is messed up, quality isn't good. oops.

may you grow nice and well, you know you know. =)

prissy!! the only girl i know with a huge butt and who likes to flaunt her assets, crude in your words. albeit being mean with sharing your food with me, but still enormously generous to people around you. likes to clean the classroom like it's some sort of fetish, very motherly!! =) has nice puppy look eyes. as strong as an ox, muscles from top to toe. likes to say 'seriously' and 'actually'. =) owns a black money-flapping wallet. with truckloads of cash in it. and never fails to leave it around. very nice, very unique, very motherly, very clever, extremely good in math and mahjong! waves her middle finger at anything, it's so natural. just about the nicest girl i've known who likes cleaning, and talks about the dead as if they're alive. hmmm... and you're so sweet luh, in the mean way. don't leave your things lying about again ok? when you go to God-knows-where to study, no one will go and dig your bag in the middle of the bus just to find your handphone. study hard for the o's!! lets all pia together (and thats to the rest too.) whee! =)

yay, i love you girl. SO SO MUCH! i'll miss you when you leave to further your studies!! and i miss you when we're all done in KC.
lovelove!

so many photos, no time to upload. maybe i'm too lazy! but i've got the sushi ones, the ones for night safari and many many more. gahhh.

haha, i take back whatever i said about not blogging, you know its highly impossible. =)

anyway!! my friends are the best! they knew that i didn't have camp, so they knew how disappointed i am. so they decided to spend two days with me! woo. we went to night safari, all expenses paid by the bestest priscilla who left her mahjong tiles at my place. =_='' ; headed home in tab's father's car. and then to my place for a sleepover. cause i can't stay anywhere else. it's like some values my mum has instilled in her.

juli then painted my nails! it was nice, but after my constant movement, everything is ruin. well most of it. oops. so anyway we played mahjong from 1-4am. wow, and how did we do it? considering that i didn't have a mahjong table. we played mahjong on my rectangular dining table, on a towel (to reduce noise). =) and we pigged out. so much that i had 4 burgers in two days. ahh, and the bongo burger is good, worth your money although it's a tad expensive.

and we finished 3 cans of pringles. and we slept, watched the chronicles of narnia. which is mighty good. you should watch it! and when i relate it to the bible, i sort of turned emo and teared. pris and all were giving me weird stares. =_='' i mean it's just a lion thats dying. but if you think about it, it's Jesus dying. ok now, thats sad.

hmmm, pictures will be up sooner or later, i won't know, but what i know is that i'll die if i don't finish mr k's math papers. and i wrote all this now, is to keep the very bored xianny over at london happy. =) and there was a cute mexican over at night safari's. julie likes him. woo. his name is roooobbeerttro. something along that line. =)

and pris's mahjong set is at my house! she said that i can use it until she takes it back. but now, who would play mahjong the old fashion way? hmm. and animals are the cutest thing. im amazed at the hyenas ( i STILL can't pronounce it right.) and pris relates those animals to me just cause they listen to anyone who gives them food.

i DO NOT. do that. =)

sister pam (Yea same name) called me and asked me to join the dramalight logistics team. i'd be more then happy, but my mum said no, cause of the o's. so no it is. =(

hello! =)
henceforth i would stop blogging about my pathetic life (i know i bore you guys immensely with my life), so if i have nothing else fanciful to blog about, i won't blog. AHA. i wish.

so anyway, i am online at 4.35am now, just before this i was browsing webpage after webpage, and i chanced upon this! the ultimate Einstein question. lol, like they say 98% of the people in the world can't solve it. but i did! it must have been the luck or im naturally intelligent. i hope to believe the latter. anyway im pretty sure almost everyone will get it sooner or later. =)

so anyway, try solving the question below, i'll tell you the answer when you're done. i took a long time! about 25mins. thats long. gah. but i solved it, and that calls for a celebration. =) whees.

so here goes!

Einstein's Question

This quiz is supposed to have been written by Einstein. He said that 98% of the people in the world cannot solve the quiz. Could you be among the other 2%?

• There are five houses of five different colours.
• In each house lives a person of a different nationality.
• Each owner only drinks a specific beverage, eats a specific dish, and keeps a specific pet.

1. The Briton lives in the red house.
2. The Swede keeps a dog.
3. The Dane drinks tea.
4. The green house is to the left of the white house.
5. The owner of the green house drinks coffee.
6. The person who eats pork chops keeps a pet bird.
7. The owner of the yellow house eats fish and chips.
8. The man living in the house right in the center drinks milk.
9. The norwegian lives in the first house.
10. The man who eats beef steak lives next to the owner who keeps a cat.
11. The man who keeps a horse lives next to the man who eats fish and chips.
12. The owner who eats grilled chicken drinks beer.
13. The German eats lamb chops.
14. The Norwegian lives next to the blue house.
15. The man who eats beef steak has a neighbour who drinks water.

QUESTION IS, 'Who keeps the fish?'



=) now, grab your pen and paper and put your mind to good use; come to me for the answer, and maybe i'll bring you good news. till next time!

plenty of <3s. pamela!

salvation sunday.

cell was fun, i liked the who huh game, haha! cause i finally made ben and naz lose! =)

amid all the fun and laughter, there was also a skit done by dramalight! it was nice, i really really really really really want to join dramalight. sighh.

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me." ~Erma Bombeck

=)


i got home feeling all cranky despite having a meaningful day, i liked what brother sam said, in this age, promises are easily made, but rarely honoured. along that line. well i guess it's true.

EDIT: just saw something, and maybe i didn't get it the right way, but it made me HAPPIER! whees. i feel so released, something i've not felt for the past * years. =)))

EDIT (ya, AGAIN) : gar gave me a link, it's a video, hilarious. is all i can say, when you're free watch it and have a laugh or two. =)

watch it here!

and i thank God for friends.

if only i had SCV. oh man. oh man.

i want to watch the England match! i mean thats the only team i'm rooting for. i have no idea what soccer is about anyway. i watched the opening match yesterday night (Germany and Costa Rica) and i fell asleep.

but, if it's England playing i'll be all anxious - even though i know that England will win. - should have laid down some bets huh. ahhhh. sucks, im looking at msn nicks seeing people saying things like England Vs Paraguay half time score 1:0.

=).

sheesh, im so used to free channels that SCV seems redundant now. but why can't i see the match. gahh. nvm.

monday monday!

tomorrow is salvation sunday, i hope the drama that's showing will be 'live' instead of over-the-screen from woodlands. hmm.

to kill boredom i did some quizzes. =)

my personality test.

Pamela, you're a Millionaire! i'm a millionaire!! *shouts gleefully*

You're very ambitious and personable, and you've got a great sense of humor I DO??. You care a lot about how you look. You're bursting with self-confidence i am?, and people admire you for your achievements and determination you do?.

Behind that bold exterior you sometimes worry that you're not good enough im a worrywart. tsk. You can also be so critical of your work that it verges on self-destructive. You aim to succeed — and you'll quickly crush anyone who stands in your way now, honestly, i crush people?

ho-hum.

the quizzes aren't accurate, or maybe it's just me not wanting to believe it. i'll take the former.

i did a relationship quiz, and man, it made me laugh my butt off.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

im antisocial?! maybe i am.
i ought to stop doing quizzes and sleep. sigh.
*coughcough.* bad cough, just wouldn't go away.

take me someplace faraway, on an aeroplane above the clouds, where the skies are beneath my feet. funny, how i can be home, in Singapore, but the airport makes me feel nostalgic. does it get you sometimes? it gets me everytime i'm at the airport, whether its to send someone off, or just for a meal. the airport, ahh, when was the last time i've travelled? three long years back. i'd say im lucky to travel already, but... it just so happens that if you have everything, you want more then everything. nothing is ever enough. greedy me.

HELLO! i changed my template. well i'll put it up for a while, leave comments. haha, the template is pretty i think. but i'll prolly switch back to the cookie one cause it's spacious.

and my tag board looks odd here; pictures of sakae up soon, feeling lazy and sick now. stupid flu and throat.

till next time; smile! :D

PP.S who has 'sundial dreams' and 'through the arbor' by kevin kern? piano scores.pls email to me? i'm learning marriage D'amour! yays. the guitar? lets just say my passion for some things just ran low.

yesterday was good. :)

i slept at five the day before cause i was watching full house all the way. and i must say it was worth it. =) hahah! i still like the song! so anyway i went to school at 8.30 everyday when classes starts at 8.00. but it's ok, the teachers were pretty lenient anyway. nice people!

and tab came over after school to watch aqmfs, and we both then set off for eastpoint sakae! yays! *fastforward* blahblah, after we ordered takoyaki, like say, six oh a plate? and when it was delivered, juls began to arrange it nicely and pris made a comment. =_='' and i passed the candle to julie and we surprised her with a birthday song and a lighted candle on the octoballs. =) she sat there with a nice big smile plastered across on her face. man, it was classic! (we wanted to present her with a cake, but they didn't allow outside food in.)

and then more food, and i had the complimentary udon, witch wasn't good even after i added the red pepper thing. complimentary, what was i expecting? nice hot noodles filled to the brim like the ones in parkway at that certain shop? well haha. no.

so then xianny came and she ordered potato salad? and it was disgusting! it's like mashed potatoes with some odd sauce and it tasted weird. and we went on around eastpoint snapping photos every now and then, until the guard said that it wasn't allowed.

went to this fashion cause i thought that i should start wearing skirts. (not intending to just yet.) and the skirts were either to short, or at the right length but with the ugliest prints ever. and we went home. pictures up tomorrow or someday.

anyway, omgsh, speedlight camp is cancelled!!!! gah. it felt terrible initially but juls, pris and tab said that they wont' mind gg to night safari and come on over to my house for a sleep over. and juls will do my nails. aww sweeties! meanwhile xian will be halfway across the world enjoying her holiday! (think of us! )

i think i know why my cheek has been twitching for the past week, maybe it's like a gut feeling thing, something is going to happen, i know it! i just do. =) maybe God will appear to me! yay! a revival will take place, yay! something good is gonna happen.

anywhoo, come to lighthouse evangalism on the 11th of june for a fun-fill exciting time! we're having 'salvation sunday' and you can be part of it too! time would be from 11-3 (there about) let me know!

=)

randoms. =)

coke in glass bottle; it's nice and it's only a dollar!
stephanie.
chips. see how it shrinked? it's pringles bytheway. hahaha.
huanli!
pris;
teehee. this was taken after watching X3.

church camp next week!!! *squeals.*

and i live for you, forever and a day.


i was topping up my ez-link card yesterday, and then i saw this guy who has problems walking and stuff, his hands and feet were shaped oddly and he was trying to put his card (with that string thingie what is it called?-) over his neck and he had some difficulty doing so. SO, obviously he needs help. and being the afraid-to-do-things person that i am, i didn't do anything. and the poor guy had to wait for the girl at the counter to ask someone else to help him with his tag.

sheesh, i feel disgusted at myself cause i didn't help him cause of my pride. whatthe* right? i mean if someone needs help, it's only right to help him/her. gah. likewise if someone needs a seat. i'll ponder and debate if i should give up my seat. and i'll take forever, until someone else kinder then i am gave up his/her seat.

is wanting face more important then other people's needs? i would say no, but my actions say otherwise. gah, i'll be much more considerate in future then i am now.

my right cheek has been twitching for days now. any idea what that means?

my mum asked me to help her take some pictures of her flowers. =_=''

brownie! :D





'a bowl of noodles'

for lunch! =)

watching 'over the hedge' later, for free! my brother's paying, although i don't like animal shows. i hope it'll be good.

ulcers on my tongue, such a pain to eat. gah! anyway i had two packs of instant noodles just now, it's quite filling. you should have it too!

ulcers, ow.